Thursday, June 16, 2005

It late but i'm not in bed.. can't sleep.. havin difficulty in sleeping early this few days.. but if this continue.. i wont be able to wake up for sch when sch start.. haiz.. dunno why.. my feeling now is both excited and sian at the same time.. new term new challenges ba.. but have to wake up early.. and thinkin tat this is my last year liao.. after this yr.. everyone will go their own separate ways.. haiz.. so last chances for bonding lies in the chalet liao.. but there always one person i hate so much.. but no choice.. have to invite tat person to go.. sian 1/2.. coz this is for the class.. i have to do my part as a co-ordinator.. if not ppl will say i gong bao si cou.. but juz dun wan to see tat person sia.. mention his name will make mi wanna puke sia.. juz imagine tat always long horse face of tat person.. OMG!!!

later hopefully can wake up and go play bball.. if not.. no chance liao le.. when sch start.. think no time ba.. coz i've think through liao.. muz really sit down and study liao.. cannot always be so diao er lang tang.. muz really study hard for this last year liao..

cannot believe tat i have thought through my future and know wat i really wan to do with it.. i believe tat wat future you have is wat you do now.. for everything that happen.. behind it muz have a reason.. so wat i do now will affect on my future.. going to try sleep again.. see whether can sleep ma.. life sad without dreams.. so dare to dream..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 3:14:00 AM