Sunday, June 12, 2005

Izzit everything i do always the wrong thing.. even when it not my fault i have to suffer in silence.. i cannot express my anger out.. wat is really happening to me.. am i doing good to myself when i'm actually holding back my anger.. by expressing my anger out will only cause many other thing to happen.. and i dun wan tat kind of conculsion.. i need to stay in control.. so is suffering in silence the only way out or are there any other means of escape from anger.. but if i dun expressed my anger out.. i'm gonna crack.. can't i have any dreams without it being broken by you.. can't i have my ideas without you saying they are stupid.. can't i have anything without you being such a fucker.. izzit tat everything i do really a pain in your ass.. sometime i really cannot take it.. can't i express my point of view without getting scolded.. izzit tat difficult to listen to ppl point of view b4 you interrupting..

sometime i really cannot take it.. but all i can do is to keep quiet.. wat i'm feeling now is like an erupting volcano but without an opening on top.. coz of this.. i think wheneva i have anger inside me.. i have to make out quote liao.. below is a quote tat juz came out of nowhere when i writing this blog.. so think it have some meaning in it.. if you guys undertand.. and from this.. i know wat i should do wheneva i angry.. hahahaha..

Quote : "Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves."

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:57:00 PM